Glass castles The lonely king

Minute after minute
Day after day
There is never a time when I will forget this pain
Month after month
Year after year
I will always be broken trying to hold back tears and now they’re just memories and that grinds my gears
But i guess when I needed it most it’s all gone and all I feel is that I’m broken off
I tried to provide a token of love
But now there is just pain and nothing can wash it away
I want to kill myself but at the same time I want to keep on going like I’ve always done but now I just feel like the lonely one
The one with the loaded gun